कविता 20: कितना कुछ

कितना कुछ था मन में अपने

आज तक फिर क्यों कुछ कहना पाए

प्यार भी ना जाने कैसे कब हो गया जो

तुम्हे समझके भी सच में समझ ना पाए।

ना रोये ज़िंदगी में पहले कभी

उन् रोती आंखों ने पहली बार रुला दिया

कभी उन् आंखों में भी चाँद तारे थे

एक पल में वह सब बह के मोती हो गए।

सपने पर सच में अपने थे, अपने ही रहेंगे

इन्हें ना कोई लूटेगा ना सजाएगा अपने लिए

हँसते हँसते ह्योंही हम भी मिले थे कभी

अब चलो जुदा भी हो जाते है मुस्कुराते हुए।




एक सपना: karan

Poem19: तुमसे मिलने के बाद

आज भी अधूरा हूँ मैं

तुमसे मिलने के बाद

गुमसुम हूँ, अकेला हूँ अब भी,

तुम्हारे फिरसे जीवन में चले आने के बाद।

गुज़रा कल था इक ख्वाब

खुद ही जो छोड़ गयी यादें

ये यादे भी जा के उन यादों से मिली

तुमसे मिलने के बाद।

पहले भी रोते थे

सोच कर तुम्हारी हर इक बात

और आज भी जाने क्यों रोते हें

तुमसे मिलने के बाद।




एक ख्वाब : karan

Sonnet2: The Dew Drop

The Dew Drop shining among thy 'Touch Me NOt'
How can their leave not shy thy bee away?
Each prick thou giveth so amazingly sweet
To eye of beauty's beholder a thorn shall slay,
The question than may arise in one's mind
With the dawn of each coming day
Where all dreams end & a few tears shed
& few words do foresake thy vision's play
Nature's mirror shall lie not
& not of all truth to come shall stay
For stories that stay embraced to thy serenity count
As mood of nature's canvas changes to each sunray
Till moisture sarcastic stand thy diamond to world's daylight
Soon Closed leaves open & dew craze fade's away.

Sonnet5: Noor

Sinking suns hibernating winds among crazy moving sands
She her name to seashore sands ever wrote
Innocence as autumns belief bud her tender words
Each evening those crimsoned lips watched amuse
as holy waves with outstretched arms divine walk
Along, Her letters to seas mighty depths disperse
That goodbye stayed within her beliefs book
Clapping hands, dancing of joy, a calm eclipse
Wondering with herself, arose this question every time
Will each word in seas bossoms forever stay?
Or will time travel across a different virgin shore?
To stay engraved somewhere waiting a lifetime Everyday
That belief died not, just grew up with Noor
Her name, her letters, from her dreams not far.

Noor's Dream Thru D Eyes Of: Karan

Poem18: A Living Corpse

I was so silent by nature
you showed me I could talk
Used to sit gloomy beside the windowpane
with you I learned to walk.

We were supposed to be together
for each other, forever
but in our minds we knew
the world would let it happen never.

For your sisters, for your parent’s happiness
we both had this sacrifice
Separated, Miles away living in pieces
Trying to come in terms with life.

Neither I was unfaithful, neither it was you
Those Circumstances remained unfaithful though
the winds of Time turned so harsh on our part
we both know.

Now that you need all my love & care
I need to do things once you selflessly did for me
I have become a joker hence,
& your life a living corpse.


A Dream By: Karan

Poem17: Not Often

No more than 2 sentences to write
when there are thoughts a million
I am a closed book you open
not often, not often.

Each word spoken, unspoken,
Will leave you perplexed with yet another unanswered question
You build castles on loose sand
They stand, Not often, not often.

A drop of tear hidden
Behind it lies a ocean
You dare to swim your way out
You survive, Not often, not often.

Digging a grave for someone
yet forgetting you are standing on your own
Life makes you learn from past mistakes
but you learn, not often, not often.

The bitter truth is death itself
yet you put a mask of hatred on
Learn to love for life comes just once
Opportunities too are provided, not often, not often.

A Dream By: Karan

Poem16: The Bitter Truth

Kill me with all your hatred
1000 lives I want to die for you
giving you every bit of my smile
Forever I want to cry for you.

I can sit hours together
Listening to all you will have to say
Take my day count, as your day dear
for today was not your day today.

Bother not for what you have taken
was it worth what you gave & lost today?
Even a big frown from you
made my biggest worries smile today.

Are you afraid you may die someday
I m giving you my life today
But the bitter truth we cannot escape
So live today to the fullest as you have lived yesterday.


A Dream By: Karan

Poem15: There Were Times

There were times you could not understand
That what life was going through was wrong
Those friends were devils in disguise
You were trapped among.

Till One day he came into your life
You got a shoulder to cry on
You shared your life out like never before
Its on him you felt will ever rely on.

You shared with him all of stupid ness
He became your God who listened to all your confessions
Still he loved & accepted you as you were
It’s him who restored your face with that long lost smile.

He drank away your tears
You learned what is a true sacrifice
You loved & cared for him to such an extent
You forgot you had a horrible past.

You never met this guy who meant everything to you
No touch, No vulgarity
Still you shared the pain
With him you walked the right path.

No Touch, No Lust, The purest love ever
You never knew before love was yet so beautiful
You felt so lucky dreaming of your future
Forever you promised to live faithful.

But past returned to haunt
It was hard to believe all hard earned things were lost
All the relationships & him too once again
You had to sacrifice.

The journey still goes on in two different parts
Once you cried a lot & he consoled you
Today he too needs you to console him crying your tears
But today he cannot find you.

A Dream By: Karan

Poem14: In Your Thoughts

Thoughts are lost in your thoughts
Unspoken words are lost in your thoughts
So many incomplete memories
I welcome, in your thoughts.

One by one memories are lost
Days are long lost in your thoughts
Year by year season of emotions
Multiply my love in your thoughts.

Breath is lost, without reason sleep is lost
I forget myself in your thoughts
Aroma of your dreams provides a glimmer of hope
To live life simply, in your thoughts.

I go mad in your thoughts
I cry a lot in your thoughts
Yet with a smile on my face
I hide you somehow in my thoughts.


A Dream By: Karan

Poem13: Time

Pain is so very kind
Memories haunt no more
Happiness is easy to find.
While walking is concerned
Commencing destination provides a hope
No more reversal of fate
For time teaches life how to cope
Difficulties are becoming so very friendly
Mistakes are becoming rare & rare
Now, since no one’s there to love & care
After winning, off course loosing’s bound to be there.
From the past, without a trace
Reality is in it’s present
Why to bother about the future now?
What’s lost is forever lost.
Dreaming is of no use without love
Minds waiting in distress for seasons to change
Heart knows, some changed things change no more
Now it’s our turn alone to adjust & change.


A Dream By: Karan