कितना कुछ था मन में अपने
आज तक फिर क्यों कुछ कहना पाए
प्यार भी ना जाने कैसे कब हो गया जो
तुम्हे समझके भी सच में समझ ना पाए।
ना रोये ज़िंदगी में पहले कभी
उन् रोती आंखों ने पहली बार रुला दिया
कभी उन् आंखों में भी चाँद तारे थे
एक पल में वह सब बह के मोती हो गए।
सपने पर सच में अपने थे, अपने ही रहेंगे
इन्हें ना कोई लूटेगा ना सजाएगा अपने लिए
हँसते हँसते ह्योंही हम भी मिले थे कभी
अब चलो जुदा भी हो जाते है मुस्कुराते हुए।
एक सपना: karan
Monday, February 4, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Poem19: तुमसे मिलने के बाद
आज भी अधूरा हूँ मैं
तुमसे मिलने के बाद
गुमसुम हूँ, अकेला हूँ अब भी,
तुम्हारे फिरसे जीवन में चले आने के बाद।
गुज़रा कल था इक ख्वाब
खुद ही जो छोड़ गयी यादें
ये यादे भी जा के उन यादों से मिली
तुमसे मिलने के बाद।
पहले भी रोते थे
सोच कर तुम्हारी हर इक बात
और आज भी जाने क्यों रोते हें
तुमसे मिलने के बाद।
एक ख्वाब : karan
Sonnet2: The Dew Drop
The Dew Drop shining among thy 'Touch Me NOt'
How can their leave not shy thy bee away?
Each prick thou giveth so amazingly sweet
To eye of beauty's beholder a thorn shall slay,
The question than may arise in one's mind
With the dawn of each coming day
Where all dreams end & a few tears shed
& few words do foresake thy vision's play
Nature's mirror shall lie not
& not of all truth to come shall stay
For stories that stay embraced to thy serenity count
As mood of nature's canvas changes to each sunray
Till moisture sarcastic stand thy diamond to world's daylight
Soon Closed leaves open & dew craze fade's away.
How can their leave not shy thy bee away?
Each prick thou giveth so amazingly sweet
To eye of beauty's beholder a thorn shall slay,
The question than may arise in one's mind
With the dawn of each coming day
Where all dreams end & a few tears shed
& few words do foresake thy vision's play
Nature's mirror shall lie not
& not of all truth to come shall stay
For stories that stay embraced to thy serenity count
As mood of nature's canvas changes to each sunray
Till moisture sarcastic stand thy diamond to world's daylight
Soon Closed leaves open & dew craze fade's away.
Sonnet5: Noor
Sinking suns hibernating winds among crazy moving sands
She her name to seashore sands ever wrote
Innocence as autumns belief bud her tender words
Each evening those crimsoned lips watched amuse
as holy waves with outstretched arms divine walk
Along, Her letters to seas mighty depths disperse
That goodbye stayed within her beliefs book
Clapping hands, dancing of joy, a calm eclipse
Wondering with herself, arose this question every time
Will each word in seas bossoms forever stay?
Or will time travel across a different virgin shore?
To stay engraved somewhere waiting a lifetime Everyday
That belief died not, just grew up with Noor
Her name, her letters, from her dreams not far.
Noor's Dream Thru D Eyes Of: Karan
Poem18: A Living Corpse
I was so silent by nature
you showed me I could talk
Used to sit gloomy beside the windowpane
with you I learned to walk.
We were supposed to be together
for each other, forever
but in our minds we knew
the world would let it happen never.
For your sisters, for your parent’s happiness
we both had this sacrifice
Separated, Miles away living in pieces
Trying to come in terms with life.
Neither I was unfaithful, neither it was you
Those Circumstances remained unfaithful though
the winds of Time turned so harsh on our part
we both know.
Now that you need all my love & care
I need to do things once you selflessly did for me
I have become a joker hence,
& your life a living corpse.
A Dream By: Karan
you showed me I could talk
Used to sit gloomy beside the windowpane
with you I learned to walk.
We were supposed to be together
for each other, forever
but in our minds we knew
the world would let it happen never.
For your sisters, for your parent’s happiness
we both had this sacrifice
Separated, Miles away living in pieces
Trying to come in terms with life.
Neither I was unfaithful, neither it was you
Those Circumstances remained unfaithful though
the winds of Time turned so harsh on our part
we both know.
Now that you need all my love & care
I need to do things once you selflessly did for me
I have become a joker hence,
& your life a living corpse.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem17: Not Often
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No more than 2 sentences to write
when there are thoughts a million
I am a closed book you open
not often, not often.
Each word spoken, unspoken,
Will leave you perplexed with yet another unanswered question
You build castles on loose sand
They stand, Not often, not often.
A drop of tear hidden
Behind it lies a ocean
You dare to swim your way out
You survive, Not often, not often.
Digging a grave for someone
yet forgetting you are standing on your own
Life makes you learn from past mistakes
but you learn, not often, not often.
The bitter truth is death itself
yet you put a mask of hatred on
Learn to love for life comes just once
Opportunities too are provided, not often, not often.
A Dream By: Karan
when there are thoughts a million
I am a closed book you open
not often, not often.
Each word spoken, unspoken,
Will leave you perplexed with yet another unanswered question
You build castles on loose sand
They stand, Not often, not often.
A drop of tear hidden
Behind it lies a ocean
You dare to swim your way out
You survive, Not often, not often.
Digging a grave for someone
yet forgetting you are standing on your own
Life makes you learn from past mistakes
but you learn, not often, not often.
The bitter truth is death itself
yet you put a mask of hatred on
Learn to love for life comes just once
Opportunities too are provided, not often, not often.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem16: The Bitter Truth
Kill me with all your hatred
1000 lives I want to die for you
giving you every bit of my smile
Forever I want to cry for you.
I can sit hours together
Listening to all you will have to say
Take my day count, as your day dear
for today was not your day today.
Bother not for what you have taken
was it worth what you gave & lost today?
Even a big frown from you
made my biggest worries smile today.
Are you afraid you may die someday
I m giving you my life today
But the bitter truth we cannot escape
So live today to the fullest as you have lived yesterday.
A Dream By: Karan
1000 lives I want to die for you
giving you every bit of my smile
Forever I want to cry for you.
I can sit hours together
Listening to all you will have to say
Take my day count, as your day dear
for today was not your day today.
Bother not for what you have taken
was it worth what you gave & lost today?
Even a big frown from you
made my biggest worries smile today.
Are you afraid you may die someday
I m giving you my life today
But the bitter truth we cannot escape
So live today to the fullest as you have lived yesterday.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem15: There Were Times
There were times you could not understand
That what life was going through was wrong
Those friends were devils in disguise
You were trapped among.
Till One day he came into your life
You got a shoulder to cry on
You shared your life out like never before
Its on him you felt will ever rely on.
You shared with him all of stupid ness
He became your God who listened to all your confessions
Still he loved & accepted you as you were
It’s him who restored your face with that long lost smile.
He drank away your tears
You learned what is a true sacrifice
You loved & cared for him to such an extent
You forgot you had a horrible past.
You never met this guy who meant everything to you
No touch, No vulgarity
Still you shared the pain
With him you walked the right path.
No Touch, No Lust, The purest love ever
You never knew before love was yet so beautiful
You felt so lucky dreaming of your future
Forever you promised to live faithful.
But past returned to haunt
It was hard to believe all hard earned things were lost
All the relationships & him too once again
You had to sacrifice.
The journey still goes on in two different parts
Once you cried a lot & he consoled you
Today he too needs you to console him crying your tears
But today he cannot find you.
A Dream By: Karan
That what life was going through was wrong
Those friends were devils in disguise
You were trapped among.
Till One day he came into your life
You got a shoulder to cry on
You shared your life out like never before
Its on him you felt will ever rely on.
You shared with him all of stupid ness
He became your God who listened to all your confessions
Still he loved & accepted you as you were
It’s him who restored your face with that long lost smile.
He drank away your tears
You learned what is a true sacrifice
You loved & cared for him to such an extent
You forgot you had a horrible past.
You never met this guy who meant everything to you
No touch, No vulgarity
Still you shared the pain
With him you walked the right path.
No Touch, No Lust, The purest love ever
You never knew before love was yet so beautiful
You felt so lucky dreaming of your future
Forever you promised to live faithful.
But past returned to haunt
It was hard to believe all hard earned things were lost
All the relationships & him too once again
You had to sacrifice.
The journey still goes on in two different parts
Once you cried a lot & he consoled you
Today he too needs you to console him crying your tears
But today he cannot find you.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem14: In Your Thoughts
Thoughts are lost in your thoughts
Unspoken words are lost in your thoughts
So many incomplete memories
I welcome, in your thoughts.
One by one memories are lost
Days are long lost in your thoughts
Year by year season of emotions
Multiply my love in your thoughts.
Breath is lost, without reason sleep is lost
I forget myself in your thoughts
Aroma of your dreams provides a glimmer of hope
To live life simply, in your thoughts.
I go mad in your thoughts
I cry a lot in your thoughts
Yet with a smile on my face
I hide you somehow in my thoughts.
A Dream By: Karan
Unspoken words are lost in your thoughts
So many incomplete memories
I welcome, in your thoughts.
One by one memories are lost
Days are long lost in your thoughts
Year by year season of emotions
Multiply my love in your thoughts.
Breath is lost, without reason sleep is lost
I forget myself in your thoughts
Aroma of your dreams provides a glimmer of hope
To live life simply, in your thoughts.
I go mad in your thoughts
I cry a lot in your thoughts
Yet with a smile on my face
I hide you somehow in my thoughts.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem13: Time
Pain is so very kind
Memories haunt no more
Happiness is easy to find.
While walking is concerned
Commencing destination provides a hope
No more reversal of fate
For time teaches life how to cope
Difficulties are becoming so very friendly
Mistakes are becoming rare & rare
Now, since no one’s there to love & care
After winning, off course loosing’s bound to be there.
From the past, without a trace
Reality is in it’s present
Why to bother about the future now?
What’s lost is forever lost.
Dreaming is of no use without love
Minds waiting in distress for seasons to change
Heart knows, some changed things change no more
Now it’s our turn alone to adjust & change.
A Dream By: Karan
Memories haunt no more
Happiness is easy to find.
While walking is concerned
Commencing destination provides a hope
No more reversal of fate
For time teaches life how to cope
Difficulties are becoming so very friendly
Mistakes are becoming rare & rare
Now, since no one’s there to love & care
After winning, off course loosing’s bound to be there.
From the past, without a trace
Reality is in it’s present
Why to bother about the future now?
What’s lost is forever lost.
Dreaming is of no use without love
Minds waiting in distress for seasons to change
Heart knows, some changed things change no more
Now it’s our turn alone to adjust & change.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem12: Trust Me
Your tears are not alone
To share them don’t forget
I’m always there Beside.
But don’t expect the same when you are happy
For that friends a lot you will find
I may be a face in the crowd
If you don’t, mind.
In utter darkness often patience works
Still I’ll come as a glimmer of hope
To light up your path as you walk
Being your shadow I’ll guide you through stars
But don’t make it a blind faith quite too often
For life is always a testing moment in time
In my absence your hard work shall pay off
Often inspirations make dreams come true believe me.
A Dream By: Karan
To share them don’t forget
I’m always there Beside.
But don’t expect the same when you are happy
For that friends a lot you will find
I may be a face in the crowd
If you don’t, mind.
In utter darkness often patience works
Still I’ll come as a glimmer of hope
To light up your path as you walk
Being your shadow I’ll guide you through stars
But don’t make it a blind faith quite too often
For life is always a testing moment in time
In my absence your hard work shall pay off
Often inspirations make dreams come true believe me.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem11:A Thought
I remember never a thought
A thought as a thought just comes by
Often tears flow out of the window
Memories with rain simply walk by.
All memory lanes look too deserted & old
Yet Footprints left yesterday on shores are still alive
Despite changed seasons ticking by again over years
The Closed book opens a buried past back in time.
Each cracked mirror bit reflects it’s own truth
But what about the truth hidden within?
All are eager, anxious to count smiles
No one sees the pain within
Some things may seem lost forever
But fragrance of their memories always live on
Moments may change for some with time
For some, they grow still stronger in time.
A Dream By: Karan
A thought as a thought just comes by
Often tears flow out of the window
Memories with rain simply walk by.
All memory lanes look too deserted & old
Yet Footprints left yesterday on shores are still alive
Despite changed seasons ticking by again over years
The Closed book opens a buried past back in time.
Each cracked mirror bit reflects it’s own truth
But what about the truth hidden within?
All are eager, anxious to count smiles
No one sees the pain within
Some things may seem lost forever
But fragrance of their memories always live on
Moments may change for some with time
For some, they grow still stronger in time.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem10: A Stranger
A stranger as a friend
so gentle, she was nice & kind
someone whom I knew & did not know
someone who built castles on my mind.
Slowly & steadily I tried to find
but alas she lay always hidden from these eyes
yet one thing she forgot to hide from me
was her sweet & beautiful voice.
The moon spread some unforgettable memories
the dreams too went for a long shore walk
for hours together far away in solitariness
our silence did talk.
Those few moments of her company on phone
took me as far as planet mars
I did not know how & when time flew by
when sun sank & sky was full of twinkling stars.
The idea to be so close to a stranger
was like a dream not so wise
all I can do now is shed tears for her
who just came & left me by surprise.
A Dream By: Karan
so gentle, she was nice & kind
someone whom I knew & did not know
someone who built castles on my mind.
Slowly & steadily I tried to find
but alas she lay always hidden from these eyes
yet one thing she forgot to hide from me
was her sweet & beautiful voice.
The moon spread some unforgettable memories
the dreams too went for a long shore walk
for hours together far away in solitariness
our silence did talk.
Those few moments of her company on phone
took me as far as planet mars
I did not know how & when time flew by
when sun sank & sky was full of twinkling stars.
The idea to be so close to a stranger
was like a dream not so wise
all I can do now is shed tears for her
who just came & left me by surprise.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem9: No More
The carcass that was a smiling flower yesterday
sadly reminds me today
that it is no more
it's fragrance is no more.
I feel the same when searching for,
the identity of a long lost friend of mine
Looking for him in every crowded spaces
I find the face no more.
Still I shall remember the face
As I remember the faded flower
Even if for all they both are dead
They will continue to live in my heart forever.
I will light up the flames of those sweet memories
Keep their fragrance burning in my eyes forever
Until one day I too will fade
& be no more.
A Dream By: Karan
sadly reminds me today
that it is no more
it's fragrance is no more.
I feel the same when searching for,
the identity of a long lost friend of mine
Looking for him in every crowded spaces
I find the face no more.
Still I shall remember the face
As I remember the faded flower
Even if for all they both are dead
They will continue to live in my heart forever.
I will light up the flames of those sweet memories
Keep their fragrance burning in my eyes forever
Until one day I too will fade
& be no more.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem8: Yesterday
You said, the letter you posted me long back yesterday
the postman denies of such a horrible thing even today.
This is how the rain of your false emotions
Fell & vanished everywhere yesterday.
The milk, Ya I boiled it for you but forgot to say
it turned but too sour yesterday.
I even lit the Night sky & made it moonstruck for you
but all with the stars went full blank yesterday.
Enough of your betrayals & false promises
you were still forgiven with chance to improve yesterday.
There was a time O queen of arts when you reined my life supreme
someone else is my heartbeat today.
A Dream By: Karan
the postman denies of such a horrible thing even today.
This is how the rain of your false emotions
Fell & vanished everywhere yesterday.
The milk, Ya I boiled it for you but forgot to say
it turned but too sour yesterday.
I even lit the Night sky & made it moonstruck for you
but all with the stars went full blank yesterday.
Enough of your betrayals & false promises
you were still forgiven with chance to improve yesterday.
There was a time O queen of arts when you reined my life supreme
someone else is my heartbeat today.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem 7: Love & Peace
Hate me to eternity
Let the world throw me to hell
Still my memories from life
you will ever bid farewell.
When I die,
they will burn all of me
in my ash
you will always search for me.
Sitting beside my grave
they will curse me
still a rose from you, I anticipate
will always greet me.
I will be stepped over
Crumbled beneath those feet
in your tears than my dear
you will feel my heartbeat.
My soul be deserted
No one will ever forgive me
But the truth concealed only you shall keep
that I died for Love and Peace.
A Dream By Karan
Let the world throw me to hell
Still my memories from life
you will ever bid farewell.
When I die,
they will burn all of me
in my ash
you will always search for me.
Sitting beside my grave
they will curse me
still a rose from you, I anticipate
will always greet me.
I will be stepped over
Crumbled beneath those feet
in your tears than my dear
you will feel my heartbeat.
My soul be deserted
No one will ever forgive me
But the truth concealed only you shall keep
that I died for Love and Peace.
A Dream By Karan
Poem6: The Lamp
Adore the world with the zenith of your love
Being a lamp they say you burn for a while
But they who say so forget the fact
The lamp burns only till the oil lasts
It gets extinguished once the oil exhausts
How can I be the lamp which no matter
will lead you through the darkness for a while
Than leave you stranded in darkness
Instead I would prefer to be a lamp in myself
And forever burn.
A Dream By: Karan
Being a lamp they say you burn for a while
But they who say so forget the fact
The lamp burns only till the oil lasts
It gets extinguished once the oil exhausts
How can I be the lamp which no matter
will lead you through the darkness for a while
Than leave you stranded in darkness
Instead I would prefer to be a lamp in myself
And forever burn.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem5: In Your Thoughts
Thoughts are lost in your thoughts
Unspoken words are lost in your thoughts
So many incomplete memories
I welcome, in your thoughts.
One by one memories are lost
Days are long lost in your thoughts
Year by year season of emotions
Multiply my love in your thoughts.
Breath is lost, without reason sleep is lost
I forget myself in your thoughts
Aroma of your dreams provides a glimmer of hope
To live life simply, in your thoughts.
I go mad in your thoughts
I cry a lot in your thoughts
Yet with a smile on my face
I hide you somehow in my thoughts.
A Dream By: Karan
Unspoken words are lost in your thoughts
So many incomplete memories
I welcome, in your thoughts.
One by one memories are lost
Days are long lost in your thoughts
Year by year season of emotions
Multiply my love in your thoughts.
Breath is lost, without reason sleep is lost
I forget myself in your thoughts
Aroma of your dreams provides a glimmer of hope
To live life simply, in your thoughts.
I go mad in your thoughts
I cry a lot in your thoughts
Yet with a smile on my face
I hide you somehow in my thoughts.
A Dream By: Karan
Friday, February 1, 2008
Poem4: Silky Touch
Silky touch
The feather might give
Remember, still in your heart
I reside I do live.
In God you may believe
The reflection of his creation is you
It's him in you
Wish, I forever see.
Flowers may spread fragrance
For me it's your presence
Whose each unspoken word remains
my only remembrance.
You may be a dream so pure
Sounds indeed, but strange
Yet your identity is true as life I know
For your absence itself portrays your existence everywhere.
A Dream By: Karan
The feather might give
Remember, still in your heart
I reside I do live.
In God you may believe
The reflection of his creation is you
It's him in you
Wish, I forever see.
Flowers may spread fragrance
For me it's your presence
Whose each unspoken word remains
my only remembrance.
You may be a dream so pure
Sounds indeed, but strange
Yet your identity is true as life I know
For your absence itself portrays your existence everywhere.
A Dream By: Karan
Poem3: Life
Darkness beholds beauty
only if anyone could see; night turns to day
Coming face to face with obstacles
Life makes its own way.
Through twists & turns of time
Don't panic of cuts & burns, just get going
Like a stream of that sweet spring
Let the raft of life keep flowing.
There's nothing hidden in closed fists
Thinking so is a mirage of sorts
The enigma will never end nor time will allow
Let your expectations grab on to those rare opportunities.
Climates come & go as they wish
But only those fit will survive the test
Life expects so deserves a lot from us
We have to give it our best.
A Dream By: Karan
only if anyone could see; night turns to day
Coming face to face with obstacles
Life makes its own way.
Through twists & turns of time
Don't panic of cuts & burns, just get going
Like a stream of that sweet spring
Let the raft of life keep flowing.
There's nothing hidden in closed fists
Thinking so is a mirage of sorts
The enigma will never end nor time will allow
Let your expectations grab on to those rare opportunities.
Climates come & go as they wish
But only those fit will survive the test
Life expects so deserves a lot from us
We have to give it our best.
A Dream By: Karan
POEM:2 This Magical Night
Quietly in waiting for the sun to set in deep within dreams
So deep to where horizons touch the calm of the flowing breeze
Sky colors change from crimson to dark streaks
Birds blindly seeking their way back home.
Night unfolding itself so silently
All seems magical as the curtain of world keeps changing
First the moon is seen as a crescent at the distance rising so softly
One by one the whole galaxy of stars follow by.
Nothing can get better than this night coming awake
Beyond imagination tunes are heard in the air everywhere
At a hearable distance orchestration of someone playing sad strings
Bringing out in the audience feelings, some emotions some hidden tears.
Sitting peacefully, two souls holding on to each other
Mesmerized in silence of the night together
Closing eyes loosing themselves in stars
Being just each others listeners.
How can anyone sleep in the cold of this magical night?
Two old hands with spectacles knitting through the past
Teenagers dreaming of love & a future for themselves
Children anxiously listening to grandma's fairy tales.
Some lost in thoughts of themselves
Some souls missing out on lost ones
Hoping that this magic in the air will never end today
Hoping this night never ends or turns to another day.
.... A Dream By Karan
So deep to where horizons touch the calm of the flowing breeze
Sky colors change from crimson to dark streaks
Birds blindly seeking their way back home.
Night unfolding itself so silently
All seems magical as the curtain of world keeps changing
First the moon is seen as a crescent at the distance rising so softly
One by one the whole galaxy of stars follow by.
Nothing can get better than this night coming awake
Beyond imagination tunes are heard in the air everywhere
At a hearable distance orchestration of someone playing sad strings
Bringing out in the audience feelings, some emotions some hidden tears.
Sitting peacefully, two souls holding on to each other
Mesmerized in silence of the night together
Closing eyes loosing themselves in stars
Being just each others listeners.
How can anyone sleep in the cold of this magical night?
Two old hands with spectacles knitting through the past
Teenagers dreaming of love & a future for themselves
Children anxiously listening to grandma's fairy tales.
Some lost in thoughts of themselves
Some souls missing out on lost ones
Hoping that this magic in the air will never end today
Hoping this night never ends or turns to another day.
.... A Dream By Karan
Poem1: Riddle Called Life
Have a Look; the lanes here lead to nowhere
They all merge into yet another riddle called life
Unknown threads of origins speaking of only starts, No end
Agonies staring back down through the barrels of a barren road.
Just walking makes no sense through those twists & turns
All that greets poor life is broken promises of cuts & burns
Blistered clots, bloodstained clothes, swollen eyes
Lying unearthed also with them come numerous unheard tales.
All are but Never-ending dreams of hopes & stupid human desires
One keeps on walking the steep staircase of glory
Deep down only to find failures unto sudden death in a hurry
Where all worries switch fortunes stuck to fears so many.
Once dead stuffed forcibly in a nailed coffin of miseries
Buried in tears beneath debts of shadows & darkness
The world with it's own Piles of tears to show
Death is the only truth in the end all shall know.
A Dream By: Karan
They all merge into yet another riddle called life
Unknown threads of origins speaking of only starts, No end
Agonies staring back down through the barrels of a barren road.
Just walking makes no sense through those twists & turns
All that greets poor life is broken promises of cuts & burns
Blistered clots, bloodstained clothes, swollen eyes
Lying unearthed also with them come numerous unheard tales.
All are but Never-ending dreams of hopes & stupid human desires
One keeps on walking the steep staircase of glory
Deep down only to find failures unto sudden death in a hurry
Where all worries switch fortunes stuck to fears so many.
Once dead stuffed forcibly in a nailed coffin of miseries
Buried in tears beneath debts of shadows & darkness
The world with it's own Piles of tears to show
Death is the only truth in the end all shall know.
A Dream By: Karan
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